...@ddiction of life... tired of living??

2006-09-03T00:54:00.000+08:00

oh wow, it's been a very very very long long time since i last updated.
don't know why sudden urge to blog again, guess been keeping alot of stuff to myself
although i'm a lil tired, but heck.

had training today.
training was great, was satisfied with my training performance although i know i can do much better.
like Mrs Lau said don't peak too early. so yea, here im listening to her advice.lolx
anw the stuff they gave us was super awesome
1 slazenger sling bag
1 hockey stick bag
2 jerseys (kappa red and white)
2 shorts
2 flowery singapore iconic shirt
2 red sg shirt
1 team sg track suit
1 team sg shirt
2 pairs of socks
this is super cool man, better than shf...hahax
but i guess no point giving us all these stuff if we don't perform.

listening to el divo now
their songs are pleasing to the ears
classical-opera genre
their voices are powerful man
although they're singing in spanish and
can't really comprehend what they're singing,
i still love listening to them...crazy me

oh yea, just informing everyone, i'll be leaving for Kuantan to play in the 3rd Asian School's hockey tournament from this wednesday to the 15th of september.
gonna miss alot of people, especially my friends in sch.
don't miss me! :P

sometimes, it's really hard to get the things that you want in life
but when you get hold of them, you wouldn't appreciate them and then
when they're gone, you start to regret that those things are the things that you really value and treasure. the worst thing is, its is nearly impossible to get back those things
that you lost. so i guess, the only way to prevent it, is to treasure
the things that you have now.

as you're are going up the ladder, don't look back and always trust the people around you that they will catch you when you fall. If the people around you are the ones that you really care for, then you should try to reach the top and make them proud, don't make them worry about you.

all by myself

hey visit sling's blog, slingg.livejournal.com

my absence from my blog

2006-03-12T15:14:00.000+08:00

i think today is the first time im updating my blog for the year 2006..hooray..lol
guess some of you guys have been pestering me to update, so i guess i should as lots of things had happened since the last day i have updated which was 7 december 2005.

the most enjoyable experience i had was the 25th Asia Pacific Jamboree. although, it had happened about 3 months back ,the memories keeps coming back when i look through the pictures that i have taken. it was really a wonderful experience, meeting different scouts from different countries that are part of the asia pacific region. theres so many things to talk about but i guess i shall keep it short. there were around 10000 scouts at the campsite, we do stuff like water activities, pioneering, community work, cooking and many other fun stuff. basically, its a scouts gathering camp where we meet and have fun. the best part of the jamboree is that i made alot of international friends, friends from australia, indonesia, thailand, malaysia and many more..

i really miss you guys....its really sad to know that the jamboree could be the last time you meet your friends which you made during the jamboree. hopefully, it wont..

moving on to school days.
school have been very tiring...lots and lots of homework. glad that now its the term holidays. but have you realised how fast time flies. now its like the 3rd month of the year, and in a snap of my fingers, it would be a year. then 1 1/2 years and time to seat for the IB diploma exam. the thought of it , is damn frightening as the IB diploma will either help you to go to a good university, but if you dont do well, there goes all your hopes of to enter a university, which ain't neccessarily be true.

im listening to let it be-beatles...
let it be..let it be...
what a sad song..
sometimes i think, how difficult life is...

i guess this will be the last part of my blogging for today..
its the B division tournament.
guess this year wasnt our year, although we had work freaking hard for it.
i guess it part and parcel of the game. theres always a winner and a loser, and this time i guess we are the losers. but i guess in the end we turned out to be winners in our own areas. seriously, speaking, every single one in the team put in all their efforts and i should applaud them for it as we had went a long way since the first training session we had to prepare for the b division tournament. all the times we spent training together had not gone to waste. now we are really ONE. i really hope we will be like this for many many years, as i feel the best thing that you can win, is FRIENDSHIP cause friendships goes a long way..
i mean winning the GOLD would be wonderful, but its just now our year.
hopefully, in the long run, acs hockey will one day triumph.
go acs hockey...

think this is enough for today...
thanks for reading...

2005-12-07T18:30:00.000+08:00

sad to say, my hols sux...

really man i dont have a proper holiday where i can hang arnd with my mates and slack arnd town.

i have been coming back to school since the start of hols and training..training..training..

not tat im sick or tired of training, but just felt like saying it out loud tat my hols sux..

guess u guys would be wondering why in the world i juz dont sacrifice a training and hang out with u guys.

maybe its juz me. u noe me very well, i dont like to skip training or anitin, wen i promise to do, ill do it..

tink no point saying bt it, coz tis is how it goes..

have been training morning hockey from 8-11 den continue with scouts till 7/8pm

n all of the scouts training have ended officially on the 5th of december.

NPC 2005 has ended..

thank GOD.

i am so relieved...

and we got GOLD..yay!!..

hooray....jump for joy...

good things man..

2005 legacy..wooohoo..

and also thanx especially those who have been there for us and helped us out in the stuff. me n the NPC team are truly grateful for ur help.

n also to our parents and friends to bear with our everyday training and not being able to spend time with u guys.

But thank god all our hard work had paid off.

not to forget Mr Mun Keong, Mr Tham, Mr Azmi, Mr Yap, Mr Lim and Mr Chia for all of ur support n lastly the whole ACS SCOUT TROOP and also my ACS HOCKEY mates..

Guess now only hockey is left..

B division finals, here I come.

Ill promise myself that ill bring the team and ensure that we work together to achieve our GOAL.

Go acs hockey�

That�s all..peace out

here are some pics of NPC..more to come..

our initial plan..pentagon tower but changed to triangle

NPC Team 2005...so happy rite..

the MEN...door..sliding door, cool uh?

our magnificent gateway..u lyke it??hehe

ACS scouts...we are proud to be in..

hari raya

2005-11-05T19:15:00.001+08:00

hari raya was quite boring for me.
i haven really do much visiting.
wen to my grandma's house on the first day and stayed at home throughout the rest of the day.

den i wen to sch to collect forms from my NPC members.
it was out of desperation that i had to choose David for NPC although some didnt like it
after tat wen to meet up wif izz to town.
the solat jumaat was really quick and short.
the fastest so far i've been through.
it was less than 1/2 an hour
wen spotlight..
tonnes of decoration stuff..
maybe i shall buy those stuff to decorate my stuff..haha..so girlie rite?

(tikus everywhere..)

then at nite my chinese family came to visit..
quite fun having them around.
cant wait to play daidee with my aunts again..lolx.

we had quite alot of fun during tis year chinese new year.
gamble till morning..muahhah..

den today wen for NPC briefing..quite sian sia.
my hari raya not as fun as b4.
nvr go visiting wif my father's side..so sad.

hari raya

2005-11-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

addicted to it...

2005-10-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

im addicted to u...n u only..
ur my only one.

friday:
i didnt go to sch ytd..haha..
decided not to...tired lah..
den woke up like 11, den wen for the national colours.
wah, the sportboy, if im not wrong its teo chinwi or sumtin..
he's damn freaking pro ah...he received his 6th national colours award...wahliew..
cant take it man..
and that is his second time receiving the sportsboy of the year.

after tat wen to eat wif riz, athi and zai at nana thai..
ate the crispy noodle soup...mmmhmm..delicious...
den i had to wait for like 15 minutes for my bandung..
i ordered a few times..and it took damn like 10 minutes to realise that they have not send my bandung...bacin...

today:
had our second psychology session...
it was quite fun although it was early in the morning..
we learnted how to set goals...
GOAL setting..
so i guess the process is more important than the outcome.

ok after tat session i wen back home coz no one wanted to follow me to acjc open house...
so sad rite??
hmm.....
den wen to ugama..
after tat break fast at laguna sari.
wen town after eating.
wen shopping!!!
bought globe shoes and other stuff...
quite fun...
my sis damn cerewet sia...
bleughx...
but no matter wad shes still my beloved sister..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS>>>

guess thats all for today...
good nite...

ex@ms are over

2005-10-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

yay!! finally exams are over..
hmm..it seems that wen ur exams are over u tend to get bored easily when ur not doing anything unless ur going out n party..
haix..no mood to go partying during fasting month..muz cleanse ourselves during this month.

advanced maths paper 2 wasnt too bad..
manageable, hopefully can pass..lolx
den after that wen to scout hq to send in the pre-jam camp form
n met up wif sling.
unfortunately, while walking back to the mrt, i was hit by a bird shit..eew....

maybe more bird shit...more luck..lolx

i love that advertisement:
girl: my brother is going on a journey, i wan to give him good fortune
she gives the stall keeper a few cents
stall keeper: oh, its is only enough for one..
girl:(dissappointed) okay..

den birds flies everywhere...

coolness..
den wen to watch GOAL!!!
wah damn inspiring sia..
santiago munez was damn pro ah..i mean in the movie..i doubt he is tat skilled in real life..
if he was...whoo...he wil be the best player man..but i tink ronaldinho can match him..
it was quite sad..he didnt go back to his father's funeral bcoz of soccer..

i hear ppl playing firecrackers..
oh please..we still got 2 weeks left till hari raya..cant u guys wait for it

k back to the movie. its worth the 7 bucks..
for those who havent catch it, go..wad are u waiting for..

watching Mr Bean now..haha.
he's so dumb...but Rowan Atkinson is not..haha..undeniable.

cant wait to play hockey tmr man..
but i doubt it will be a fun session..
training..
2 times some more..haha..
i guess i can last haha..

k lah tats all i can say..

2 moe days...

2005-10-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

hooray...2 moe daes...to end of exams..
but dont feel quite confident whether ill do well..
juz hope for the best.

ill brb watching good charlotte video..

ok back..
the video was full of emotions..
all the wars...

taking a break from mathing...
haix..im damn scared for a maths..haix..

training on friday..yay..
unfortunately im fasting and 2 times somemore..
haix...
k lah...gtgo..back to mathing..cya..

2005-10-08T11:02:00.000+08:00

4th day of Fasting Month
26 more days to Hari Raya
5 days more to the end of exams...Yay!
but worried bt the results...haix..

feeling hungry now..

ytd after chem papers, wen to play soccer
after playing 2 matches, i was like dying..fast things..
den after fri prayers wen home n slept for 2 hours.
wen out after tat to meet riz, zai, ariff and athi.
riz tot tat his chances of winning the draw was high coz he didnt expected people to bother collecting the jigsaw puzze.
to our surprise, water front was packed wif kiasu ppl who wan the 10 000 bucks..juz singapreans
den we decided to go off from tat place coz theres 1/500 possibility tat we will get it.

we waited for taxi..
den 2 taxi arrived but then they would not except 5 ppl.
so we had to split.
we break fast wif nata decoco and apple crisp...
we were in desperation..esp ariff..lolx

we went pizza hut.
they gave us a glass of water and 4 kurmas..so thoughtful..
didnt noe there was 2 huungry-eating piranhas was on the loose...(ref to ariff n zai)
then we hang arnd the suntec fountain..so romantic...
we wen to marina..
riz,ariff and zaini was playing wif the GIANT cart.
it was soo fun..haha..
den they wen down the ramp...dangerous yet fun...

saw the artistic ppl doing artistic stuff like breakdancing, juggling and etc at the CityLink hall.
kewl stuff man..
maybe i should hang arnd there n do artistic stuff like......
hmm....maybe singing??lolx..that was a joke..
ppl out there juz wanna scream I CANT SING>>>self-realisation.

reached home at 11..

i lyke the Craig David's Song-"Dont love you no more"
here is the chorus..

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

(tears trickling down my chick..)

guess its all for today...

2005-10-03T16:08:00.000+08:00

its been a very..very...very..long time since i've blogged..
getting lazy at blogging..
many things had happened for the past few weeks bt cant really recall any..
oh yea..i received south zone colours n going to receive my national colours..
unfortunately, i didnt receive school colours..
so sad...
the person juz dont like me n my other team mates.

hmm..i really miss playing hockey...
arghx...hockey..hockey..
it was really saddening a mr Morghan died during a hockey match.
despite his sickness, he still continued playing hockey.
that's the passion man..
very difficult to find this kind of people.
not to say, he was the Singapore Team captain for several years..
Woah..damn pro..hopefully i can be like him...

Bali bombing..
wah..pathetic sia..
why muz ppl commit suicide and caused many casualties...
senseless, cruel, evil bas****s
simply muz cause a great pandemonium.
Why CAN'T we juz have peace????
sad..sad..this the very sad things..
maybe one day GOD simply do the good things n destroy the evil people...

Argh..exams tmr...
hopefully i do well..hahah..

puasa...fasting month this coming wed..
yippee...
am i supposed to be glad its fasting month??
haha..cant wait for hari raya...

NPC team(most probably):
1. Me
2. Aaron
3. Paul
4. Kevin choy/maurice
5. jasper
6. clifford
7. paul(sec 1)
8. cant rmb the name..haha
hopefully we can get GOLD>.haha

ok..time to study..bye..

2005-08-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

hey guys

i've been busy the last 2 weeks, getting ready for the award ceremony..
phew..it was a relief man after all was done
n finally i got my CCA..haha..
feel so proud of my frends n i..
7 CCAs n 28% of the among the recipients are from ACSI

I was the ceremony commander..
screwed up abit bcoz of the miss que..haix..
feel so embarrassed for my friends..
all of them had to salute to no one..
'My mum says u look like a small boy!"exclaimed Karmila.
yup..its true..i am a small boy..haha..
finally i have something to be proud of.haha
i kissed my mum on national TV>>haha..

then today in school, Mr tan presented us to the sch.
the shockey part was wen he said tat i was the 'ONE'/
wah..damn maluating sia..
everyone was like cheering ah..haha..

I would like to thank everyone for your support and encouragment..
Seriously, if you guys weren't there for me, I think i wont achieve this award.
I will continue striving for excellence and make everyone proud..haha..
Oh yea..currently no pics..ill update the pics once i have it

2005-08-12T11:32:00.000+08:00

hey guys sorry for not updating..

here are the pics taken on the 8th of august 2005.

me n yongxian....frends 4eva

party @pizza hut..

full circle

gay....couple

cover page...

slow march..

precision...

coordination....

timing...

good work...

me, maurice, paul, lele, aaron..

2005-08-05T10:47:00.000+08:00

taken all from the NDP website..haha..

man in white...dunnoe who is the guy..

parade...

singapore's 'strong defence'

so nice...

2005-08-05T10:34:00.000+08:00

hey guys check this out, go to the link and click on the reach for the stars lyrics..

http://www.ndp.org.sg/index.jsp?page=songs.htm

about our school teacher..elain chan..

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2005-08-05T10:32:00.000+08:00

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2005-08-05T10:12:00.000+08:00

have not been blogging since 24 july..tat is around 1 week plus..
haix..
damn sian to update..
so many things happened the last 1 week.
there was training...drama nite...cca interview...n more training..

training:
it has now become more intensified..
azman is beginning to change..
he finally realised that his tactics are too old n tat there is a need for revolution..
he told us the 4 principles of attacking:
1. depth
2. width
3. penetration
4. numbers

then the 4 principles of defending:
1. more numbers
2. depth
3. compact(i tink)
4. dunno. he didnt mention (guess he forgot)

qoutes:
'im not ur frend, im ur coach' by azman

cca interview:
woo...cca interview was really scary.
imagine 7 scout leaders in front of u while ur sitting down answering all the qns that they shoot to u..
white lion was joking wif me abt my badges..dotz...
mr putra said that i was a quiet boy wen i was in JPS n now in ACS, the total opposite...muahaha..
if i can rmb they ask like more than 10 questions...arghx...
being an OSA candidate is quite tough uh...there expect a high standard of performance at all times..
muz be the best at all times...sigh...
k, shall not tok so much bt myself...lolx

drama nite:
it was reallly cheesy.
damn slapstick ah..
seriously, i tink the actors were good but the director ***ks....
couldnt reallly understand..
birds flying around, man turning into a birdman...
nonsense...
simply the bad things..
muz do the right THING>>

KUNHAN ur evil....evill..evil..
always trying to pick on the weak ones...
haix..very bad..

2005-07-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

the last few days was quite fun.
opps..im supposed to be doing bio report now..hehe..
nvm a few minutes bloggin wont hurt..
let see let me recount from thurs.

thurs:
it was Racial Harmony day,
where all the Mamas, Mats and Manjens get together and celebrate...
unfortunately for me, i had to do a silat performance which i didnt really prepare.
luckily it wasnt too bad..
i could her the crowd cheering as i was badly whacked by suhaimi..
i was known as the loser..buh..
then, we had slow march practice.
the bagpipe band's drums are really cool stuff..
it was difficult to get the beat..but banging the sticks onto the drums was hell lot of fun..
it was kinda irritating ah..

fri:
it was athiyah's bdae...
too bad i couldnt go out wif them in the afternoon had NDP marching practice..
it was really tiring, slow marching..ARGHX..
making the flag taut was really backbreaknig ah..
tink my left hand going to be bigger than my right..

den after scouts meeting, wen to taka Breeks for dinnner..
me, rizza, ariff and athiyah..
the food wasnt scrumptious.
the food werent too expensive, athiyah had to pay only 70 bucks wen she had 150 to use..
should have ripped her off..haha.
but i was too full to ask for more..
then wen home..

sat:
work in the morning, wen to bishan to send in the APR jam form..
sling wen to accompany her..
so sweet of her..
isnt it supposed to be the opposite way..haha.
wadeva..
then, wen to ccab..
had to walk under the rain..
i was drenched.
i expected the game to carry on, then they did not had enough referee..
tis was damn hilarious ah..
a game without enough ref..it was called off n postponed to another day..haix..

today:
almost got killed doing maths..
it was drivin me crazy..
haha..
bio...bio...bio..bio...

oh yea....
next year...
B div..
hopefully ours..haha..
azman is fired up..man..
i qoute " i will be your coach, not ur frend"
oooo...scary..haha..

2005-07-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

eh sorry guys if u have been waiting for a new entry..
been very bz for the past few days and i was too tired to blog.
i nvr had a proper rest yet..finally today im free at night..haha..
shall finish up my assignments which are due..

aiya...feel damn lazy to blog...
guess ill blog next time..cya..

2005-07-12T13:31:00.000+08:00

im in school now having IHS tutorial lessons.
mrs lim juz explained to us about GLobalization...

sleepy......zzzzzz..
i wanna sleep..
haven been getting sufficient sleep lately..
argh..all bcoz of the VLC and bio report.

juz received an email from the scouts association about the APR jamboree...
there will be a meeting this sat...contingent meeting.
hmm..cant wait to go..but i need to go renew my passport..aiyo..leceh lah..
im tired...
still got a maths ws, c maths and LA B presentation..
n now IHS research report...haix..

yay! tmr the B div team will be playing wif a school from england in the morning..
too bad have to skip lessons..
singh is really generous.
he's goin to spent like $110 to buy 20 wrist bands and 20 badges..
blardie rich ah..
where the hell he get the money from...aiyo...

2005-07-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

im supposed to be doing my bio report now coz ill be goin for VLC tmr,
but i cant bare it.muz blog..quite alot of stuff happened today.
in the train today, i was kinda quiet..didnt tok much.
maybe bcoz rizza wasnt around..

btw lee thnx for backing up but i think i should help u out in this too.
i mean a girl against a gorilla, its impossible for u to win..
dont worry i wont get hurt..the most ill end up in the hospital if the gorilla hits me..
if u need help ill always be around..K?

today was the last day of the 2nd IB symposium...
our presentation was great..
it was mostly the work of the Genuis, RICKY WILLIJIANTO...woohhoo..
excellent work in the video editing..it was really good..
n i did a L kick haha...

scouts today was quite fun although i was abit shag.
we practised the slow march..haha.
difficult to coordinate sia..

argh..tmr VLC and OUTSTANDING scout award interview..argh..
im so scared...hopefully i can get the award.hehe.
but yea..a scout muz always be humble..so yea..
i will be contented to the position i will receive.
i pray hard so that the VLC wont be tough..haix..

btw hannah..dont be sad k..
i tink its only for temporarily..cheer up..

2005-07-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

eh monfort guy, i dunno who the hell u are but ur damn irritating u noe.
when the girl says she doesnt wanna be disturb..juz pissed off.
n btw u tink i care u big ah???
cmon man size doesnt matter...its the looks n the brains!
if u got any....oh yea..thnx anyway for taggin..:P

my group, khalid, richard, benz, ricky and justin had a wonderful heritage tour.
first, we wen to the URA centre. the public general relation manager, MR Colin was a great help.
tink he helped us answer some parts of the project..haha..
den we walked down to CHinatown....Little India.
wen to eat at CHINA Square banquet.
after tat we walked to Clarke Quay, then to the Asian Civilization Musuem, then the Supreme Court, Parliament House and lastly the Central Fire Station.
we didnt even take the bus..

silat training was quite tough..
it was a good workout..
but during sparring amri wen to back kick n it hit my dicky...ooo...
ah..
it was reallly numb..haha
but my lil bro is orite..

Crawling back to you....

PS to the monfort guy if he is reading this, if she doesnt wan u means she doesnt wan lah dey..
otak udang ke par??
but im a nice prefect..so i dont like to find fault wif ppl i dont know..so cya in the MRT>>

First day of IB symposium

2005-07-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

today was the opening day of the 2nd pre-IB symposium.
but before we go into detail abt the the start of the symposium i shall recount wad happened in the morning while i was in the train..
lolx..it was hilarious..lee was terrified of the BIG, UGLY monfort guy..
he reminds me of the gorilla...muahaha [evil laugh]
i saw the guy at clementi stop wen he board on the mrt.
den lee wen closer to me
i waved at tat guy so as to make him feel jealous.haha..evil rite..
we started to stare at each other wen i wen down at dover..wanna act tough ah??

k back to the symposium..
the keynote speaker, MR kishore mabhubani[issit how u spell it?] was really eloquent. his speech was really interesting..
i was really 'inspired' by him because he had visited more than 100 cities..[100 cities, woah]
then there was tis sec 1 guy who asked whether issit true tat RI rules singapore but acs owned singapore?
that is the dumbest qns i have ever heard..oh my..
n MR kishore replied simply by saying he didnt go to these 2 schs but her wen to tanjong katong technical sec sch.
JAK>>
i tried to stay awake during the colloqia but was too tired till i felt asleep..bad boy..

yay..tmr outing day..haha
so fun..enjoy..
i shall update bt tmr..cya

youth day...

2005-07-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

came back from malaysia ytd.
wen to austin hill.
the place is quite kewl ah..full of 36 golf holes..
then i saw this guy who tried to act pro by putting wif one hand coz his ball was near the hole,
n u noe the farnie part is tat he missed.haha
my dad n i laughed and laughed.lolx
action mama...

had lots of fun.
wen we reached there, we played bowling.
sadly my scores sux..lost to my uncle..malu sia..
after getting a strike i screwed up my next pin..arghx..
but i learnt a few new skills.
then we to eat dinner.
my family was so kiasu that they even packed some of the food for supper..lolx
wen to play pool the whole night..
btw im happy wif my hits..haha..yea..getting better at pool but still not good enough..
shall train more..
then we played bingo till like 3 am in the morning..
woke up at 7.30 to swing some shots at the driving range.
my hits are getting better man..the balls are going straight..hehe.
im as good as my bro now..muhaha..shall beat him one day..
then wen swimming..

YOUTH DAY:
spent the morning training..
yay..we beat the C div and mr danker's team in short corner.
muahaha..
it was a nice tackling by me..haha
i dive for the ball wen mr kevin juz about to hit..haha..
wooohoo..
shall train more i guess..
damn lazy to go silat..
so better finish up my work.
symposium tmr..
tmr will be a boring day..colloqium..arghxx..
shall not sleep..muz be diligent..

2005-06-25T19:13:00.000+08:00

dissappointed........
knew it was never going to happen..
guess being single is still the best..

enjoy yea..thnx aniway for the company.

2005-06-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

juz came back from rizza's hse
syahrul had to qatam the Q'uran, he was hilarious man. shivering and pale.lolx
but at least he got the guts to do it in front of a small crowd, unlike me not even at jus 20..haha
the food was really nice, i wen to eat 2 plates of nasi briyani..yummy.

then wen sparring wif tis fat little sec 1 guy, ismail.
he was like damn action ah..[action mama]

ismail: eh sparr ah, tak nk sparr tak pe
me: tak nak ah..aku takot

then wen we started sparring he didnt dare to whack me.
so i kick him at his butt..whoo..nice feeling man.
then wen he kick back, i grab his legs n sweep his other leg.
boom..flat on the floor.

woah..marlboro menthol was really strong.
i was feeling rather dizzy..haha..
tink it'll make me clear everything..

argh..1 more day to term 3 n i have not finish my hw..die...die..
its killing me..argh..die...

lazy

2005-06-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

its been quite a long time since i last blogged..
damn lazy lah to update bout the june hols.
so many things goin on.
hockey trainings, tournaments, scout camps n blah..blah.. its like this june hols is full of activities ah..never really had a proper time for me to relax along the beach n maybe sun tanned..

hmm..interesting stuff goin on these few days..hehe..
new discoveries,
new insights.

the bbq was so fun..
food fest..haha..
yummy..delicious fish balls and hot dogs..
hot oily chicken wings..mmm..yummy..
irresistible..

..........

2005-06-04T01:04:00.000+08:00

yay...work attachment over.
im no more attached to it..
im free like a bird..
i can fly wherever i wan..

but the whole experience was fun although abit tiring
the past few days, the work has been quite easy.
juz serve coffee breaks and refresh the rooms.
its damn boring if u have nothing to do,
u'll idle there and fall asleep.
like today, i almost fell asleep while standing..u can imagine
how tired i was.
have been sleeping for only 5 hours daily..
not because too bz, but for fun..

have been goin out for the whole week,
wen to play pool for a few days.
hmm..im getting better at it although i still suck..
kept pocketting the white ball...(bish)

yay..tmr combined school we'll be playing agaisnt barkerites..haha
this should be fun.
ill be playing against my previous club..

oh yea..ill be goin for the Venture Cord Hike wif delwin
for 3 days, about 100km..
woah..this would be though wif the loads we have.
felt lazy to go, but for delwin's sake, i shall be nice n go..haha

tink i shall go sleep..its morning already..hehe..
gd nites..
i mean morning..

2005-05-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

working is a tiring thing to do...
u will get sian if ur doing work without a cost.
but experience cannot be paid by money,
so its a kind of reward for the hard work.

4 more days...den im off to training.

yay..cant wait for training...

2005-05-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

wah..its been one week since i've blog...
the week has been really tiring...
been waking up like 5 am in the morning n
goin to work...
its fun but tiring...
feel like stopping wen they said we got no pay...
argh...sux man

FREE CHILD LABOUR....
WE WAN MONEY>>
WE WAN MONEY>>
WE WAN MONEY>>

they tink wad, we go they n do all the shit..
n the school not giving us a single cent...
at least 20 cents okay wad...

aiya..
but its really fun..
got to arrange chairs n tables,
fork n spoons..
n carry the big heavy overtray fulled wif plates n glasses..
i carried like 7 times..
yay..great achievement..
need alot of sense of balance..
lolx...

the best thing bt working in GRAND HYATT (muz emphasize on the GRAND, coz its really grand)
is that ur always in town..haha
oh yea..during the first day..
they told us alot of stuff....
from the top to the bottom...
the founder is Ray Pritzker..
the Hotel Manager is Grabriel ....
forgot..too many..

okok..tink i shall be sleeping now..
haha..cya guys..

2005-05-22T20:00:00.000+08:00

wohoohooo...today was fun..
went for the BIG WALK.
more emphasis on the 'BIG'.
its a 10 click walk,
but me, afiq n abng alfian walked like 3 click?
yea..coz we took a short cut at the starting..

there were so many ppl, like thousands of ppl..
i tink im the 36053 person to attend it..n i tink
there were like 70 thousand ppl..
the whole kallang was infested wif diff kind of ppl..
diff colours n types..u name it, they are all there.

then we saw the black ppl, i mean the bangla worker wearing the
funky BIG walk shirt.
the shirt was like white wif black n pink designs...kewl rite?
oh yea back to the bangla workers, they were wearing red caps wif the white shirt..
alot of contrast ah? lolx.

actually our purpose of goin to the big walk was for the FREE goodie bags,
which we tot got alot of stuff, but actually nothing....
there was a kewl orange visor which i wore during the walk..

during the walk got quite alot of hot girls..
den there was tis gerl wearing skin colurs spaghetti n very short pants..
she was perspiring uh...oooo...nice.haha

den at the 4 km mark, we stopped walking n went to suntec.
we tot we were the only ones who 'cheated'.
but den wen we entered suntec, there were alot of ppl wif the similar shirts as us..
so..yea..all cheaters..haha

heard the S3 were there, so i msged sitt
she called me n told me there were at the 8km mark wen
me n my cuzzens were at suntec's macs..haha..
we got no sense of achievement..sia..haha..
even the old grandmother finished the very 'Big Walk'.

oh yea..all of us who wore the big walk shirt, looked like walking advertisement.
wit the stoopid motorola motto, 'Get a life'
why singapoe ppl no life ah?
actually tats true..lolx

den wen home n took a long nap..
after dat, i rot...rot..n rot...
im supposed to go to a religious function which is held under my void deck..
but juz couldnt bothered..
bet ill go there n sleep..hehe..
bad boi..muahhaha (evil laughs)

2005-05-21T17:42:00.000+08:00

finally i got the time to blog...
my comp is killing me,
the whole system is corrupted by some stoopid hacker..
dont understand why in the world ppl wanna hack other ppl's system,

no life ah?
haix..sad, so now im using my auntie's lap top.

juz got back the results ytd
its quite depressing looking at my results,
didnt badly..sigh.
but its ok...like wad the teachers say "its just a common test"
so gonna start muggin...

hmm..wad else argh.

oh yea..scouts...
haix..the sec 3s ah...hopeless..
all the 5 years of hardwork will jus go down the drain...sigh
i shall not sae too much..
but most prob there wont be a dragon patrol n tat alot of the sec 2s will be promoted
to PLs..n tats sad.

k now to hockey..
its been quite fun lately...
new coach n new vision..yea..
now we have 2 n half coaches...
azman is considered as half teacher I/C n coach..so yea 2 n half.
U-18 coming..gotta start training..but shit got IBA..so cant train..sad..

oh yea..IBA...
going to be fun..haha..
Grand Hyatt here i come..haha
goin to work at the banquet..hmm..
lots..n lots of foooood..yummy...
i heard its tiring..argh nvm..
dont care as long got fooood....

craves for chocolates and ice-cream...yummmy...

2005-05-01T21:26:00.000+08:00

argh...exams are coming..
actually its not exams, as the say, COMMON TEST...haix
its so like mid year exam lorh..but the only diff is we still have lessons after each paper.
tsk..wad the school trying to do..haix..
im like so dead lorh.
not sure whether i can do well tis time..hopefully can..
got so much stuff to do, assignments keep pilling although its near 'COMMON TEST'.
fortunately, im done wif my poster. yea
now left POD and LA B..
argh..

nothing really happened for the last few days..
have been goin to JE library to study wif rizza and athiyah..
tats all..
cant wait for common test to end..
im goin to continue hockeying..man..
im like deprived of hockey nowadays..argh..
i wanna play...

2005-04-28T10:57:00.000+08:00

its been quite sometime since i last blogged.
im in school now having ISO.
stoopid poster, i'll goin to cost me 40 bucks to print it out
argh so expensive...

the last week has been quite boring...
homework...homework..homework..argh
how are we supposed to study with all the amount of work we have???
argh...hate homeworks..no time to study...die...liao...

muz get good grades this term...
no slacking..

Principles of life:
1. Study and study
2. Getting good grades
3. Do well in CCAs.
4. Discipline life.

argh...hate life..

2005-04-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

i have been quite exhausted for the past few days.

never had proper sleep since monday.

started the week wif only 3 hours of sleep and its affecting me.

my eyebag got worsened.

its very visible now..argh.

gonna look like the panda boy soon.

hey..ma blackspecs kewl rite?

look more like a mat now.

but dont worry the chinese inside me still exist,

its only the outside..

today is RETARDED DAY...

it was really retarded.

the whole class started doing the retarded dance.

we dance around the class in circles while waiting for RC to come

hammie was leading dance,

here hows the dance like:

lift up ur right leg,

Yay! We got 3 Golds for SYF and 4 golds for sports.

UPCOMING EVENTS:

Drama, Squash..

ThE bEsT iS yEt To bE!!

journey...

2005-04-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

a journey which should have not begun,
all seemed to go well but lie deep down it's not.
i thought my live could be fun again,
but it seems this journey has to end with a dot.

how my life has revolve around scouts and hockey,
has never made me a happier person,
when i thought i have found the key,
to the freedom of my life.

It seems that all journeys of my life has to end like this,
the same reasons,
issit difficult to accept and support at what i do best?
maybe commitments aren't my cup of tea,
maybe freedom is a solution to all worries and heartaches.

(an apology would not mend the condition of my heart) :(

F-failure
A- asshole
H- horrible guy
R- ridicule
U- ugly
L- LOSER..

[ PS: i am still ok...its juz a deep thought i have longing to release..]

2005-04-11T17:28:00.000+08:00

mr fahrul. you wanted to know why i wanted your pass and everything.
well, i want it, cos i just can't stand the fact that you take FOREVER to update.
and bcos of that, your blog is getting pretty stagnant. mosquitoes can literally breed on your blog la. pathetic.

so i did you a sickening favour by adding myself as a member, and update abt your really small life (which actually revolves ard scouts and hockey, and nth more) x))
cheers

2005-04-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

rizza's fav song by rob thomas.

lonely no more.

Now it seems to me

That you know just what to say

Words are only words

Can you show me something else

Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way

Show me how you feel

More than ever baby

[Chorus:]

I don't wanna be lonely no more

I don't wanna have to pay for this

I don't want to know the lover at my door

Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more

You know I could never stand for this

So when you tell me that you love me know for sure

I don't want to be lonely anymore

Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend

Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends

And you sing to me and it's harmony Girl,

what you do to me is everything

Make me say anything; just to get you back again

Why can we just try

2005-04-10T15:53:00.000+08:00

have been feeling lazy these whole week...lazy to do work, train and esp blog.
still figuring whats the force that have been hindering me from doing stuff.
i feel that theres sumting lingering at the back of my mind, not wanting to dissappear.
hmm..weird..nvr had this feeling before..
think juz let time goes by and hopefully it'll dissappear.

samara was uberly scary... it made my goosebumps stand at its end and i shout my lungs out wen samara appears on screen. it was worth the 9 bucks watching it. fortunately, i had no nightmares of her..haha..
the last part of the movie was really kewl wen naomi watts was trying to escape from the well, where samara was dropped into by her mother, while samara tries to grab her. the way samara climbs up the well was super farnie. den wen noami was about to climb out of the well, samara got a hold on her leg, everyone in the cinema screamed...den naomi gave a hard kick n samara drop down. naomi quickly escaped from that well and closes the lid. she said to samara 'im not ur fucking mother' as she shuts the lid. everyone was like woah n gave a round of applause.
its darn kewl, i gave it a 4 thumbs up..haha..

boredom is striking me..

reasons for the absence

2005-04-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

its been almost a week since i last blogged. have been quite lazy these days. getting tired of school.blueghx. y muz we have school? a politically correct ans will be, education is important and therefore we should go to school and get the best possible education. Maybe, IB is the best possible education system.The IBO mission is to develop an inquiring..(let me check)..knowleagable and caring young people who help to create a better and more peaceful world through intercultural understanding and respect.hmm...a great mission ought to be fulfill. Being in IB will make that person more wise about the different people around them and also sensitive to the different variation of colour skin. i mean whats the point being so racist and discriminating other races or colour skin. like all humans are the same, GOD created everyone the same shape and body except colour. arent we like one? it such a ridicule when people start discriminating other races.isnt it mundane if everyone has the same colour. imagine the whole being only black or white... WHAt can i say, its juz in the hearts of humans that they have an insensitive side.(tink wad i say above, does makes sense rite?)i dunno why the sudden abrupt bt race discrimination. Coz i feel every race has its own unique way of living. ACCEPT or walk off. k. now bt my week. This few days have been quite boring. everything seems to move at a fast rate. like the world is revolving at high speed as though something or should i say GOD has been playing around with it(like spinning a basketball on your index finger) GAWD! there i was on tuesday thinking whether i should blog, and here i am now bloggin but with 4 days passed. haix..(bangs head on the table) hmm..remisnisce about the last few days.
[Tuesday]hmm..wad did i do..haha..i totally forgot..im feeling kinda strange tis daes, kept forgetting things. oh yea..now i rmb. we had PLC the whole afternoon and skipped training..haha tink azman is pissed..didnt noe
next dae
[wednesday]INter Class Soccer. which class am i from? 4.12..haha im like an imported player from next door. unfortunately, my class didnt take part coz all the good players are gone. first game we played against 3.5. we won them by a mere goal. n i was the scorer. k..ill explain how i scored. liew took a shot on goal and leonard blunderly mishandled the ball and it was bouncing on the floor. so i took my only chance, sliding my way across the goal post and kicking in to victory...though i injured my self in a result of sliding..sad to say, we didnt make it to semis..haix..wen to acjc concert band. it was at esplanade. me n aizat waited for rizza at city hall for 20 mins wen the time passed 7.20. aizat who was so eager plus worried that he couldnt get in the theatre bcoz we will be late, he dashed to esplanade leaving me behind. wad a frend! had to wait for rizza. thnx aniwae for bringing the clothes.my two cuzz were performing, mateen and adriel.. barker band is really small compare to ours. they had only 31 people. but they were quite good. acjc n MY school were great.haha..i really enjoyrd myself.
[thursday]slept the whole afternoon...so nuttin interesting happpen except in my dreams.
[FRIDAY, 1 APril]APRIL's FooL DAy. haha..really enjoy myself busting ppl.muahah..grinsso fun fooling everyone..haha..esp on nurul..hehe..she fell for it straight down...hehe..evil ah me..HAHAHAHA(laughs like count dracula)athiyah was smart enough to not get fooled..bish.bish..i got fooled by SLINGx..ah..mus be from my gf..so maluating..but its ok..it her who else..unless its someone else..life is so fun at times but can be sucky at times.
[today]finally, today..haha..had NPC meeting which was really short..haha.everyone didnt had the motivation to do anything n plus mr SOO had to go for RESERVIST..argh. tink my imagination is goin wild, i design a towe which looked like a *dick..hehx bish..bish..dirty thoughts. muz get rid of it..kk enough..bye.

a fresh start of the week

2005-03-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

nothing special or unusual happened today,
today seems like the usual monday except there was REW.
REW= religious emphasis week where all the christians will go for chapel and the non-christians will go to the library and slack. this will continue for the whole week. syiok..yey... This means we get to skip a period of lessons everyday...yey =P.
This REW has been going on since I was sec 1 so nothing unusual for me though, used to it.

Today's timetable is really slack, we had Physics, LA B, PE, BIO and then PC. fortunately no homework except for the preparation of bio IA practical.
We studied about peotry during LAB and were doing on the poem called 'Daffodils'.

Here how it goes:
Daffodils

I WANDER'D lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills
When all at once I saw a crowd
A host, or golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretch'd in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay;
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing thier heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
a poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed-and gazed-but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They falsh upon that inward eye
Whish is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dacnes with the daffodills.

END

Basically, thats the whole poem, it was writtened by William Woodsworth.

Had to run 4 click for PE. My knee was hurting when i was running half way due to my pulled calf muscle. Pain, i had to bear with it. Although my leg was still hurting, i played soccer..haha..
Scored 5 goals..hahah..wow..lucky i guess.

Bio practical was fun, played wif enzymes and diff substrates..haha..
it was a preparation test before the real IA practical..so i had lots of fun experimenting..heh.

If i ever become a doctor, ill treat everyone of my patients with paracetomol (panadol)...fast effective relieve..haha..if u dont heal, u die. u dont eat, u die. u get sick, u die...so how? eat panadol..haha..painkiller..kills everyting..

Workout today was fun, with Kach n Tom taggin along. We spent arond 1 n 1/2 hours...it was great..can feel my muscles growing..lolx...hopefully by napha i can do 8 pull ups..den can receive the gold award after failing to do so, last year..arghx...

kk..tink tats all for too.
time to slumber
before tat,
quote for the night: nvr think anything is impossible, it is all up to u make things possible.

bleughx

2005-03-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

fridae

the dae had been quite fine, wen for hockey match
it was fun playing with the all barkerites and acjc
after tat we played soccer with this bunch of sec 3 guys
jamal was a complete idiot, he got lobbed in a street soccer court
by kach.lolx

sat

boring dae. wen for class n finished maths ws.
exponential growth is confusingh ah.
den had a long tok wif sling.
argued abt the racial discrimination in SG.

sun

i mainly did work todae.
sian...sian..sian.
stoopid bio..ah...................

love can be so hard sometimes.
too hard till it makes a person cries.
without love, it seems the world has stop time,
but with love it makes oneself hard to say goodbye.
whenver i stop and think,
i began to wonder is love for me?
.................................unaswered

simple life

2005-03-25T00:30:00.000+08:00

nvr been updating for the past few days.
my week has been quiet relax, but was too lazy to update.
started off on monday with gym training.
it was a good workout.
Then tuesday had a very short PLC and den i went for training
Training was rather fun, out new keeper, Pearson, is good.
He has the potential to go far, like Jamal n Harith.
my shots are getting suckier, needa start practising...
maybe tmr will be a good training as we have a match at CCAB
with the barkerites

yea, im glad that i got selected in the combined school elite team.
confirmed my spot after asking Mr Ali..yey

WEDNESDAY was kinda of normal.
had no training n no one to go workout with so i didnt go...

today was quiet fun.
wen to CREZ awards, wasnt wad i expected to be.
we got one of the worst seats.
the singers were good by the AVA system was horrendous.
cant even hear the music background clearly.
sling, rizza and me were being freaks.
we were like screaming and all..
den those guyz in front of our row start throwing paper plane n ball
so we started folding the show schedule and throw it around..
we had lots of fun screaming n whistling. although it wasn't too good we had quiet a fun time =D

thought for the day 'know what you know, and ponder on what you dunnoe'

im so high on life

2005-03-20T01:41:00.000+08:00

the high on life show was a blast.
it was really nice, had lotsa fun.
daniel ong is so farnie..haha..
got an autograph of him on post it,
joanne is so hot ah...haha...
tink me n rizza got the best seats ah
we were at the second row, n the camera caught us for like 3 times.
there was these empty seat behind rizza and daniel ong kept
seating there when he was waiting for his part

the breakdances were damn kewl ah
i like the flare and the 180 degrees front flip.
they are totally awesome man.
fiona xie is really hot.
no wonder shes the hottest celebrity in singapore..lolx

the rhythm masala was so totally beatie...
they had nice groovy beat..haha.
den taufik was playing the drum.
he was sleeky..=)
i lyke the song he sang bt didnt noe the title....
k..he is undoubtedly good..no denial
tats y he is the sg idol..lol

do not take drugs, the will destroy ur life..
stay healthy, stay high on life

thought for the day: say no to drugs, they take away ur life.

2005-03-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

the clock is ticking

time is running out

no training

so boring

wanna play wif my lovely hockey stick

haix....sian...sian.

i had a strength conditioning talked by MR Benedict Tan, Sports physician

We had to go all the way down to National Stadium for juz an hour talk. haix..waste time leh

could juz have held it at delta sports complex, more convenient. juz simply nvr use the brain.

hmm..lets recall wad did he say

maximum strength is when a person has maximum force and velocity

coz power = force * velocity

so increased in force and velocity means you will have more power, therefore you will have maximum strength.

i tink i only absorbed like 50% of wad he really say.

hmm..but the gist of the talk was that we muz train for the correct thing.

so wad shall i do?

go gym..n build up..

den wen got the strength, can work on the techniques..lolx

addicted to it

2005-03-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

think i am getting addicted to the beautiful soul song,
it all started by yeungi, he intro me to this song and u see wad happen now.
i am addicted to it..lolx

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna holdI
wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

job week

2005-03-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

ah......why muz we do jobweek?
we hardly got any jobs after going to alot of houses. people juz donates or should i sae contribute to the scout movement, so it defeasts the purpose of jobweek. nowadays, everyone has at least a maid and some even got 2. obviously their house are always kept clean or else wads the point of having a maid.
me, yuengi, lele and lijin wen for jobweek today. after the first 2 days of jobweek was taken up by gangshow and overnight hike. ytd i was basically slacking coz i was too tired to do anything.
we met at clementi and took 184 to KAP. we were so not at the correct place wif our scouts uniform, so we decided to change to our half U. we reached at 10.30, and yuengi and lele didnt wan to buy breakfast. we had to wait till 10.55, so we went to the counter and it was still breakfast. i wen to buy and the left me juz bcoz they wanted the lunch meal..ah...buh..(feels like pouding their heads)

so after that, we wen to vanda rd. started asking arnd for jobs. we walked around till 2 wen we met lijin. den wen lijin n yuengi get together, they start toking bt cars which paranoid me, coz i have no idea wad were the cars they were toking abt..ah(bish bash)...den we walked and walked for like 3 hours and we ended up at serene centre...dont ask how we get there, but we did..lolx
it was like another cca hike..lolx...

yuengi n lele were complaining bt the workload from scouts...aiyo..i also dunnoe wad to do bt tat..haix..

2005-03-13T19:05:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was a blast
i had so many activites going on.
i went to a career guidance seminar wif ameer, jamal and aizat which is held in NUS.
the seminar was about taking medicine in university and the title of the seminar was 'is medicine for me?'
then, jamal bet wif us that he would shout 'yes, if i am sick' if they asked tat qns for 6 bucks..haha
but then, he didnt..lolx
the doctors and professor gave such inspiring speeches which would make me consider to be a doctor. the i will be doctor fahrul, eeee..so not glamorous.

then, had to rush off for madrasah.
i was kind of surprised that afiq attend to the same class madrasah as me.
it was his first day,
den kak sha2 fetch me back home, den i saw bud..haha..he's handsome.haha good choice..uh.

after packing, i wen to school. thought i couldnt get to watch the gangshow. fortunately, i didnt had anything to do, so i wen to watch. the dance performance from our school was good but the jc1s were better. the anglican high scouts were really,really loud and rowdy. they were like screaming and shouting their lungs out whenever they have the chance. den during one of the games, which was the blackhole game, similar to musical chair bt instead of chairs they use a black piece of cloth, the anglican highs were like pushing one another. they were behaving like little monkeys which were just released from mandai zoo, and infront of our area commissioner.
dont they have the shame for it.haix. but wad to do..they have to simply reform themselves/.

then, i wen for the overnight hike. we set off at 11.30 and ended at 4.30..my sec 1 group were determined and chaotic at times. so i told them to walk in straight rows and asked one of them to navigate and lead. particularly, one of them, we called him number 2, real name yaseer muhamad a.k.a yaseer arafat, was the laughing stalk. he could navigate properly and they almost wen back to the school. another thing, he was very blur and numbering off. told the last guy to start numbering, den he, who was the second guy, started shouting 1! we had to repeat to him tat he was number 2 for a few times until he understood wad we meant.
the whole hike was fun and entertaining, observing the sec 1s behave by themselves. some were fighting and all..haha..farnie..

the thought of the day: learn through mistakes, seeking knowledge through learning

2005-03-10T14:46:00.000+08:00

me having free period coz ali chew had to go off, so han kok peng is in class now.
she chased us out, because she is conducting chinese lesson.
she is such a 'b***h'

ytd she scolded me for cleaning up the classroom wen she told me not to, cause she wanted to show to the class that they were irresponsible.
this was absolutely nonsense.
then the class was mocking her about the sets of rules she told us.
1. straightened the chairs
2. straightened the tables
3. clean the dustbin..
and so on..
then they added, workship mdm han kok peng..lolx
she can be very nice at times, but i simply hate wen she continues nagging
it could just burst your eardrums.
haix, i kinda did a maj0r careless mistake, a really major one,
how could i carelessly wrote y-2, wen it was supposed to be x-2
shit fuck..wah..feel like killing myself. the stupidiest mistake which had caused me 6 marks..ah.... RI, SJI, Yuhua all got knocked out. so the semi-finalists are Saints, Northland, VS and JW. this is quite a surprising result, had expected some other teams to go through
i seriously have to admit that the B division standard this year has dropped tremendously comparing to last years badge.
Last years team was superb, they got a bunch of talented players but this year, the talents have decrease in number.
hopefully, next year would be a promising year for hockey.

Oh yea, we are getting a new coach. The Saints coach, Danker, and i hope he could make us gel up to be a better team.

2005-03-07T14:06:00.000+08:00

poof...had a great dae yesterdaE
Class pARty was fUn
the foOd waS niCe too
tHNx mRs KOh and xuE too.

the songs played by arthur and ham,
was good,
but tink no one was listening..haha

hmm..didnt noe ali chew was skilled
wif flirting
he has a spread sheet for all his gerls..haha
maybe ill shall try tat..haha
it seems kinda effective.
if ur first choice is gone, den take the next one..
n following on..lolx

den we dunk a few ppl,
we dunked milton, bose, mulia, jeremy, ben, peter.
i almost got dunked..haha..but den i willingly wen into
the pool
j wong has a hot body..haha..sexy hot chocolatey..
den me n kunhan acted out as the white chicks..haa
it was so farnie....
we wanted to dunk khalid down, but he kept running arnd

played pool and darts
bose dart skills are good man.hhaha
he uses his mascular strength to throw the dart to the board.
haha..
tink i got potential in darting.haha
i got whooped in pool..haha
maybe is time for me to start practising pool

the party ended at arnd 11...
all wen back..except for a few of them

haha..yey..todae holidae.
thnx to drong ..haha
actually its our seniors who had done well..
keep up man..

2005-02-26T18:18:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was quite a drepressing dae
had 3 test in a row..madness
luckily one of the test was cancelled, thnx to devan..haha..bio was demoralizing, not enough time, haix.. den had c maths test. it was quite ok though i didnt study hard for it.

the match against VS was kinda depressing for me
i played badly for the first half..
dont noe wad has gone into me..
suddenly i feel so lethargic to play..
den i gave away a penalty stroke when i was preventing the ball from
goin into goal wen it hit my foot.
ah..............stoopid........feel like killing myself..
or else we could have juz drew the game..ah...why..
haix..
maybe it was the tactical error
den during the second half, i began to play normally
den obtaining 4 shot corners..hopefully we could equalise.
but unfortunately luck wasnt on our side, we couldnt get things rite
i made a couple of tackling errors.haix..
wads wrong wif me..
den i caused like 5 shot corners.
maybe our tactics doesnt work..we need better ones.
but azman refuse to improve on it..
our hitting game, doesnt realli work wif the kind of forwards we have
why cant azman understand tat..haix

we need a coach quick..
haha..it wont be possible

looking forward for the next 2 matches..
we have to win both of them
one agaisnt JV n the other northland..
haix..

issit the end of our journey?
or the beginning of a glorious year?

it all depends on how much we put it.
it will be a hard fight,
the stronger team will emerge as winners,
and the other as loser.

but no matter wad...ill die for the team..
for everyone in the team, ill be the last man standing to stop them from winning.
as i had alreadi promise, i'll bring the team to victory..
go acs hockey..

100205

2005-02-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

[competition coming up]
yey..competition up. hmm..are we ready?? tats the qns which has been in my mind for the past few daes. are we up to the B div standard?/ am i ready myself?/ all these qns are still unanswered. haix..training abit screwed up..no pitch onli pure physical. i mean realli pure, hard physical. training under the guy(azman) is madness. its like all he thinks is fitness and fitness. den we had a team talked wif him. last thurs.
he was kinda upset coz onli 3 turn up for training.
actualli it was kinda a boycott. we didnt wan to turn up for training as the whole week was physical..some had scouts, some had work n others slacking. wen azman came down for training, he become mad abruptly..he called for all the players who are in school to come down for training b4 4..we were in a mad rush ah..called every1 down..

[a tok wif the man]
we had a nice 'chit chat' wif the man..about he's thoughts abt the team. wad he is goin to do now.
den he said he gave up on the team. we blurted out all our thoughts abt the training format and our positions. we realli gave a piece of our mind. i did gave my thoughts den he misunderstood me for not liking physical training

[proove him wrong]
i prooved him wrong during mondae's training..
we had 2 2.4 runs..
den i clocked in 9.42, 10.30 and 10.49.
den he said tat most of us earned his respect..
tats good to hear..at least he realised tat our team is still goin for the title chase.

[U-21 tournament]
the u-21 tournament has been great. we have been winning most of the game except one which we drew. maybe tis the first step in making a new history for acs hockey..haha..
hopefully tats the case..

[my baby]
hmm..tink almost every1 noe bt my baby...hmm..tink juz make it stay tis way..haha..
haha..for me to noe for u to find out..

[my 'brother']
my brother, rizza...haha its been nice knowing u..no regrets man..
he n me are like true brothers..dont worry bro.. we got touched b4..
n it was he...he touched me...ohh he touched me...ewww..he touched me all over....eee...
but tats ok..we r still a man...haha..once a man..always a man..
although its not true..haha..

[pervectic asshole]
ohh yea i forgot to mention....there was tis guy who is such an asshole..it happened at city hall mrt toilet..i wen in..n wen to do business..
den beside me was tis guy..but i didnt realised tat he was looking at my little bro..
den i was like..ohh shit..disgusting freak..wanted to fark him..not literally...den i tot it was nuttin ah..so i juz heck care.
den wen i went to wash my hands..he walked pass n gave me a wink...i was like..ohh shit...
wen i walked out..i saw him there..tink he was waitin for me..den i juz ignored him..n waited for my mum..wanted to gave him a kick on his ****..den i juz didnt bothered....

a pic of her.

2005-01-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

nuttin to tok bt todae..
kinda a boring dae

wen to watch sling play.
shes not bad for her size.haha
but she has lack of stamina..haix..
run so much in the hols also no use
haha..but she was good lah
onli tat the crez r better.hard luck./

recap bt sat n sun
had 2 consecutive matches
one against CSC n Saints
we beat CSC, 4-1
n drew wif saints
it was quite a good match but
hard luck we didnt score.

dont understand sum people
simply hating people wif no apparent reason
wad did we do, or i do..
onli coz of 1 person..blaming the others..
find out the cause b4 blaming ppl..

kluang trip

2005-01-22T11:06:00.000+08:00

Heeey..im back from the LDP camp.
It was at Kluang, Malaysia.
I had lots of fun, doing all the activities,
such as rafting and canoeing.

I was damp and dirty during one of the activities.
We had to go across a mudpool and i capsized off my raft.
haha..its yucky bt fun..hhaha..

Kept thinkin of her...

After the four daes, i came back wif alot of sunburns on my face.
N i got more tanned too..haha..yey..
i looked more like a mat now..haha..
ohh yea...now back in Singapore, shall start training hard
for the upcoming B div tournament.

There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

acs hockey

2005-01-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

wad has happened to acs hockey.
it has turn into a sport wif principles and disciples
the man has turned n physcho every1 of us
to be a team as one.
we were made to go through a series of test
to determined our commitment and capabilities
as a team.
first it was the strenghthening ur arms for 12 mins.
without moving..to determine whether will the team
give up.
den we had to keep silent and jog 7 rounds arnd the track
hmm..we were great for the first round den
the subsequent evry1 got tired..
n lost focus.
but we pushed..n pushed ourself and make it good the last rnd.

A TEAM needs:
1. Commitment
2. Understanding among each other
3. Co-operation
4. Communication
5. Caring for one another
6. Discipline
7. Helping and encouraging one another
8. Dont give up
9. Push each other till the end
10. Be a good example to the weaker ones.
this are the components to be a good team.
n i believe acs hockey will soar up high above the rest
n achieve its goal..go ACS HOCKEY..haha..

bz

2005-01-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

i have been quite bz lately
as its the first week of school
so many things to settle
hardly got time to update

List of things to do:
1. ISO essay draft 2
2. Homework
3. Planning for scout meeting

actually i have not much stuff to do now.
i dunno y im so stressed up wif ISO
tink i shldnt like sling had said
dont stress n kill urself
the last few daes have quite ok.
lessons have started.
got good teachers.
at least now im paying more attention in class
rather than sleeping..hehe

den todae was quite a great dae
although abit tired from lack of sleep
the scouts static display was nice man
haha..wonder who design it haha
den wen for hockey AGM
den i had to trade wif singh for the no.2
den i got to choose no.10..yea
happi...tats all

first dae of school

2005-01-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

its been quite sumtimes since i have updated.
haha..been kinda lazy to update
haha
shall update abt the first dae of school
school was kinda fun todae
met wif out CT and subjects teacher
although not all of e'm
ali chew was not a boring person after all
haha quite funni n lame.
n we got han kok peng..
quite a nice 'mother'
haha
den we had the first bio prac by mr see
haha..quite fun cuttin the celery n observing its contents
haha
den had chapel
school ended at 2.40
den wen orchard wif the malay gang
walked arnd for a while
den met sum1 at the interchange
tat sum1 was kinda blown up..
i dunno y..
dont care..
den wen home
all alone
haha//
cant wait for hockey to starts..haha

camping

2004-12-30T23:02:00.002+08:00

haha...came back from camp yesterdae
the EOY camp was kinda fun
played quite a lot of games
i also lost my voice..didnt noe y..
maybe shout too much
or ate too much strepsils

haha...played some crap night games
but its kinda fun
den played waterpolo n soccer
it was a 2 dae 1 night
but i stayed over 1 night extra juz for fun
was kinda glad to get the senior prefect badge.

den wen back home.
was so freaking tired but still wen NUH

todae..
wen out wif slingx
wen esplanade den it rained.
den wen walking arnd raffles place..
go round n round..
until i had to go..
hmm..sad..sad.
den wen to NUH
ate chicken burger n beef steak..haha
so full..

took at the mrt

camping

2004-12-30T23:02:00.001+08:00

east coast

2004-12-26T13:32:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was kinda fun..
first i wen to syah's cuzzen wedding
met him after a long time..
kinda missed him...
hes my fav cuzzen...

den after tat wen to east coast
n met up wif all my aunties n cuzzens
its been along time since we had tis kinda of gathering
den me, luqman, hariz, daniel n haqiz played soccer
den if i wasnt mistake, we were playin wif khairul
quite surprised.but i didnt prompt him..
den played soccer..den i got kinda pissed..
but nvm
den we played murderer n mafia games
planned by martin n sha2..hahah
quite fun..den i keep distracting the game..haha
n den i wen to sing...i dream
haha
i sound like taufik for the first part of the song..haha
haha..den we sang n sang..as luqman played the guitar..
den played taboo..haha
me n zainal..haha..was making stoopid description..
haha..it was realli fun
den msg sling wen i was there...
quite dissappointed tat she couldnt make it for todae

den wen reach home...took a bath
n called sling.
tok to her till like 4 am..haha
den woke up todae..didnt feel like following rizza n all
haha...coz got hockey..kinda tired from yesterdae..
so later got hockey..aha
hope tat botak not there.hehe...*grins*

wen out

2004-12-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

hehe...todae quite fun
woke up at arnd 11.20
den wash up..
n went for fridae prayers at darussalam
wif rizza n his bro
den after tat wen orchard
met sling first
n wen to shop for her present
den after tat wen to take neoprints.
haha......so cute.

den wen to pac plaza n met up wif rizza n the others
den wen to kfc n saw lee, athiyah n their juniors
some1 tot tat i bring sling for her to see
plz....she could not be tat chio,
but i tink she nicer den sum1.
n plz..who wan to show u..
its u were there..
dont terasa man..plz..
ohh yea..continuing..
den wen to eat..
laugh..n laugh
den sling had to go home..
so i technically sent her home
den continued goin arnd wif rizza n all
den we disturb athiya..haha
damn fun..
haha
took her slippers away..ahha
den at the mrt..
was damn farnie
we joke arnd being a hip hopper..haha
we were laughin damn loud in the train..haha
den wen back..home...

chalet

2004-12-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

haha...juz came back from chalet
quite fun ah..
met all my pri school frends
mizz e'm all...
den met hazel...i totally forgot bt her
being in 6b ..haha..met the others too
me n nizal, we scaring yong xian n wanda..haha
damn fun arh..they were screaming everywhere..haha
den wanda chase us arnd like mad dog..haha

den we hardly slept on tat nite.
played cards...cards...cards..
den bought snacks..
haha..den slept for a while..
den checkout in the murnin

den wen to esplanade..n played cards..
more..cards...den played pepsi cola..
haha..quite fun..so long nvr play
den after tat wen to town..
followed fangling to buy slippers..
den met wif tom n harry's frend,
dick..
aha..we were like eh..get his auto ah
fang ling was like..die2..muz get..haha
den pei ying got it for her.
he signed on a paper bag..ahah
farnie..
den walked to orchard mrt.
n met up wif sling.
i was kinda shock at first..
coz her frends were there..
den as we were walking up the escalator,
got those who ask for donation tried to lie
tat i wen orchard last week, n promise to buy the
tix for him
wad a liar..liar..
haha
den walk aimlessly wif sling..
abit awkward...but she looks kinda cute wif the short hair
haha...den met up wif her frends..
n walk ..n walk..
den wen home..
tired sia..haha

2004-12-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

wow...its been a long time since i updated my blog
feeling lazy nowadays...haha
trainings have been not tat fun without ani coach.
kinda miss coach kevin.haha..had alot of fun
wif him around..haha

i shall recap the last few daes.
last fri, wen to NUH, den watch 4 nation cup.
wen for all 3 daes.
the singapore players are good man..
hope i will be playing in the national team soon.
i so envy all those players.
their damn blardie good.
the sri lanka team is damn blardie skilled man.
they were like dribblin like water..haha
den the singapore womens team got thrashed by malaysia
the kannagi anugaram issit..she damn good arh
she dribbled the singapore players n scored a hat trick
wish i could be like haha
haha...maybe wish can come true..haha

den yesterdae wen nuh after own trainin
slept like 3 hours there..damn tired man
den my grandpa got discharged yesterdae..
pity him, he got urinal problem
den yesterdae night tok to sling till like 3.
nice toking to her..though..haha

den todae, damn boring ah..
woke up like 12..den wen online.
found swap for tmrs duty.
so after the duty ill be goin to chalet..haha
yea..miss all those 6b guys..haha
den played soccer down stairs wif my gang
it was darn farnie ah..we lock bonze in the
switchroom ...hahah..
haix...life nowadays damn boring without
a coach, trainings..haix..
how can acs hockey be successful wif tat guy around..
haix..that guy is a total bastard man..
nvr give us trainin..n said tat it was a punishment for us..hate him..
haix..k tats all.
shall update next time

2004-12-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

wah...its been a week since i blog..
haha ppl keep pestering me to blog..haha
didnt had the mood to blog though..
had camp last week..for 5 daes..
it was super fun..
met alot of ppl..den wen i had free time
i made the miniature model of a suspensing bridge.
den during the camp sum1 sms n asked for
***** up...so we did....haix..quite dissapointed
after all the things tat happen..

den got to noe tis person better.
tink tis person shall be my pink panther.
she so lyke pink n black
she so sweet...hahaha..
hmmm..shant tell ani1 bt tis..aha...
haha....for me to noe for u to find out..
muahaha....
yey..i passed my cca hike..
n goin hike the next week..
yea..hope ill passed..yea..yea..haha..

she will beloved..haha..
breakkzzz out

2004-11-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

had a good workout todae.
trianed wif the badminton n x-country
long time i nvr had tat kind of training
den went to the school gym for the first time
so sad..after 3 years den can use the gym.
it was reallly tiring

den wen to the den
met the other candidates for cca hike
den wen to eat Mr Prata wif
ashok, jamal, roshen n sivanesh
i ordered extra mushroom prata
but den i juz ate it
it was really filling

wen home to take a nice long nap

2004-11-21T01:45:00.001+08:00

hmm..todae quite boring
woke up at 12. den wen to play soccer
wif my void deck frends at JTC field
played for like 3 hours.
haha..quite tiring.
den after tat wen back home
took a shower n wen down
to hang arnd wif my void deck frends
quite fun hangin out wif them

den my mum called.
saying not to hang out wif all those mats
i mean wads wrong.
they arent the worst of all ppl
i tink its better to hang out ppl who appreciate u
rather than those who dont wana hang out wif u

den tried to call the sum1.
but the person bz.
was quite pissed.

WHAT IS REALLY LOVE?
CAN LOVE BE SEEN NOR TOUCH?
HOW DO YOU SHOW U LOVE SUM1?
OR HOW DO U NOE TAT SUM1 LOVE U?
haha...these are juz qns wif no ans..

2004-11-21T01:45:00.000+08:00

haha...i will update my blog now..
ah..my comp is giving me problems.
tis is the 3rd time i huv to rewrite..ah..

haha..todae quite fun
woke up arn 10.
den wen to JB wif my parents.
visited my auntie.
den met my cuzzen n we played
firecrackers n rockets.
so fun. we got a complain from the neighbour
coz we aim at their house..hehe..
it was so kewl..ahha

den after tat my dad had to rush me to ccab
had a match wif the barkerites.
my team was like in a bad situation.
esp wif the 2 forwards.
haix..
not sure whether we can survive the b div
but its ok im gona train hard n bring them
to SUCCESS>
haha

den todae sum1 msg me..
haha so happi the person msg me.
haha..

2004-11-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

i am down with love flu.

i shall rmb the first dae i bought sumtin for sum1..muahaha..
the dae was161104..wad a nice number
can buy big sweep.haha..

i wen out of my house, wen visitin
i wen abt 2 houses
my parents drop me at lakeside
den i wen to change n wen je mrt.
waited for the others.
haix..they took so loong..
cant believe tat riza wore pink shirt.
i tink pink is hot...ahah..
den wen to raffles place.
we sort of got lost.
wen to vch.
so many ppl there.
den i saw diana tay n...n..
so fugly...eeee...
i was like hmm.a gerl wanabe a guy..yucks..

den saw sum1 playing trombone.
so talented sia..
haha.she played the trombone wif alot of passion
haha..the passion of the trombone.
lucky the parents didnt see me..haha..
den during intermission.
met her..n gave her..

the percussion exsemble was quite kewl..wif all the drums.
me n rizza was making fun of the singapore experience piece song..
haa..so patriotic..man...
den wen we was abt to leave..rizza wif his big mouth shouted sumtin out.
luckily she didnt hear.haha.
den wen home..
felt so happi for tat dae..haha..

2004-11-13T17:18:00.000+08:00

todae i had like 7 hours of sleep. slept at 5 yesterdae
bz doing ketupat.
haha..i roughly noe how to do.
den my dad taught me..
initially i got confused wif the criss cross
den eventualy i got the hang of it
it was easy yea..
haha..i did like 10 ketupats..
incomparable wif my dad who did like dunno how many.

yea...a few more hours to hari raya..
so happi.
finally a month of fasting has past.
hmm...n also i can go out wif lee..sooner..haha
hmm her concert tis tue..
hope she does her best..
im so proud of her..haha
yea..cant wait to watch her play.
dunno how talented she can be..
haha..
but wadsoeva....shes good lah..haha
klah..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

2004-11-12T01:23:00.000+08:00

im gettin nuts every single dae of the holidaes.
haha..tink fastin month has sucked all my intelligence
haha..im like a dumbass now.
haha..

todae i did a part time job.
givin away flyers
b4 the job i got my pay..haha
work for an hour, for 20 bucks..
haha good pay..haha.
if onli it was more den 1 hour.
den i wen to PS. den got veri few ppl
den wen to somerset mrt.
got ppl chop.
so i wen to orchard mrt undergroud.
so many ppl.
i gave out like a few hundreds.
keep saying 'excuse me'
'thnk u'
look like a complete idiot..
but it was fun.
den met my neighbour n frend
haha..im gonna work again man..haha
den wen hope n slept the whole afternoon
tired sia. den i use the money to buy da vinci code.
for lee.coz i spoilt her book.haha..so nice uh..haha
hmm..still tinking wad to give her for her band concert..
haha..

2004-11-09T21:23:00.000+08:00

haha..todae had to wake up at 9.
wen out wif my fav cuzzen, amanda.
so miss her. long time nvr go out together.
haha..shes gettin more plump everytime i met her.
she was so bored after her o level, so i decided to
accompany her.haha...den i had to watch
Princess diary 2 wif her.she keep pestering me to
watch. den it wasnt bad after all. quite funny
n romaaaan...tic..haha..

after tat wen for trainin. haha..todaes trainin quite fun.
it was raining so not tat tiring.haha..
hmm..i had good shots to the goal..so proud..haha..
hmm.still tinking whether we shld train for next year
b division tournament. i realli2 wan to play but tat
botak ah..haix..he has made our team to not like playing hockey.
haix..botak..botak..
my life sux man..nvr win any tournament or ani shit..haix..
haix...he will beloved..haha..but wadeva it is.
im happi to be me..haha..
its juz kewl being a chimat..haha..im gettin nuts.
every single dae..haha..

2004-11-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

haha..i feel so relief..all my doubts all cleared..
hey guys juz 4get bt the thing i wrote bt changin myself..
haha..coz i wont change as wad i huv been told by sum1 special
i really...really love u..sori all this while i huv been doubtin u..
yea..i tink we shall talk things out after ur band concert.
n yea we shall take neos sumtimes..